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6​.​12​.​13 / Feat James Whiddett from The Disconnect

from A Chance In Hell (EP) by Pioneers

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6.12.13

I often wonder what life would be like if our stars didn't collide
Or what we'd make of it if we weren't so fucked up
These are my thoughts and this is my message to you

(Although the years have gone past
And we've gone down different paths
Your memories wont fade
Like the black of the night
The demons that you left me
Your ghost will always haunt me
Like the mistakes that I've made)

And I will never regret any days
The nights spent gripping this blade
The hell that i put myself through

And I'm still hoping you'll understand the reasons I had to go
I made change for the worse
I never thought I'd feel that way

I'm getting stronger now
Feel More alive than I did before
I'm getting used to being alone

I find it hard to breathe, when you're near I feel so god damn weak,
I tore myself apart hoping for my better days
The same journey nearly took me to my grave
I'm getting stronger now
I'm used to being alone
But I will always regret this.


(James)
Yes I resent myself for letting you in,
Keep me with the rest,
Tucked away like old paperwork,
Rust in the corner, on the floor with the dirt,
Out of sight and out of mind,
Everything in your wake that used to be bright and kind,
Withered and miserable, beaten down,
Hoping for the day,
That you and me can be a we,
While I fester in the darkness,
As the light of our love escapes me,

You're either there or you're not,
There's no fucking in between,
I'm worth more than this,
I'm worth more than you,
What was once love,
Has soured into rage,
Into hate,
I beg you, overlook your greed and set me free,
Let me be me

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from A Chance In Hell (EP), released November 4, 2016

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